Happy 2009!

Ok, so I'm a little late in wishing a Happy New Year. I hope everyone had a great Holiday season, whatever you celebrate, and I hope this will be a wonderful year for everyone.

In my last post, I said that my oncologist had told me the following treatment would be my last. Well, we had a big snow storm a couple days before I was scheduled to go in, so I called just to ask how everything was going at the hospital with the snow and if I should reschedule. They called me back to let me know that Dr. Ellis said I could just be done. So my last treatment on December 3rd was my LAST treatment...what a Merry Christmas to me!

I still have the usual follow-ups to do and a couple more tests left, but other than that I'm done. I feel done and I'm grateful to be done. It's been a very long year and a half, I'm ready to concentrate on other things.

I am very grateful to each and everyone of you for supporting me through this. It has given me such encouragement to know that I have you by my side. Thank you.

I am going to keep blogging, maybe not quite as often but I will continue.

Peace and Love,
~K

Almost completely done

I went in for my Herceptin today. Just a normal day, but today we double checked to see when I could be done knowing that I was getting close. Last time Dr. Ellis had said something to me about January. I thought I would be done at the end of this month. Turns out I was right; I only have ONE left. It's sechdeuled for December 23rd.

I'm so excited, I can't believe I'm almost done. I don't even have the words for it right now...

Thank you all so much for everything this past year and a half, it has meant so much to me.

Peace
K

Oops, two months flew by!

I can't believe I haven't written for two months! It's really been even longer since the last time I wrote was just about the walk.

Henry and I had a great end to our summer. He went to his first sleep away camp and returned on his 10th birthday. It is beyond me how he's gotten to be 10. I am amazed by him each and every day. We took the last week and a half and drove to California to see friends and family. We went to the Oregon Caves, Humboldt County, St Helena, Sonoma and San Francisco. It was a really great way to end our summer.

Henry is really enjoying school this year. He seems more settled, which isn't really a surprise after last year; he had a lot on his mind. He's started playing the trumpet and is taking to it quite easily. He's also continuing his TaeKwonDo and is a green belt now. A couple weeks ago he had a small accident and cut his finger, so we spent the evening in the hospital getting 4 stitches. He was so brave, much more than I. The stitches are out and he's healed up now. I hope we never have to do that again.

I'm still having Herceptin every three weeks; only three more to go. It's easy, it just makes me tired. I have lots of hot flashes from the Tamoxifen too. Some days are worse than others, but I try to ignore them and move on, though I have been known to walk out on the deck in the rain to cool down.

There are days when I feel as if nothing has changed, other than my hair, and then there are days when I know that nothing is the same. I think I like the fact that everything is changed.

Much Love and Peace

~K


Me and Hery at Halloween
He's a hippie...Peace, Love and Obama man!

Shari did it!

My sister Shari and her team, CheckYourBoobies, participated in the Breast Cancer 3-day this weekend. They walked over 60 miles in just three days. I am so proud of all of them. It took a huge amount of dedication and training over the past few months. They are all amazing.



Just by luck Mom, Jenna and I got to see Shari as she came across the finish line, that meant the world to me. I am so honored that she and her friends took this journey not only on my behalf but on the behalf of all the other women who have been or will be diagnosed with breast cancer.



Thank you Shari, I love you!

I hope everyone is well. I will do an update on me soon.

Much love,
~K

Busy Summer

Henry and I have been keeping very busy, the summer is flying by.

We just returned from a few days on Orcas Island with my sister Shari and her family. We had a great time. Henry spent most of his three days swimming with his cousins. I spent most of mine relaxing.

Henry, Jadelyn, Kurt & Kohl

Henry will be returning to Orcas on Tuesday to attend a week at Camp Orkila. We went and looked around camp when we were up on the island and it looks great. We'll be busy for the next couple of days getting him ready.

I'm feeling pretty good these days. I feel like I've gotten most of my energy back, which is really nice. I'm still not sleeping as well as I'd like, but I blame that on the hot flashes from the Tamoxifen waking me up in the middle of the night. I went in a couple of weeks ago for my radiation follow-up. Dr. Spiegal told me that he was quite impressed that I had healed so quickly given the burns I had under my breast, he had expected I would still have some redness, but I had none. I'm thrilled too. I'm continuing with my Herceptin treatments every three weeks and will finish in December or January. Things seem to be getting back to a "new" normal for me.

I hope all is well with everyone.

Much Love and Peace

~K

It's been a year...

It's been a year since I found out I had breast cancer, it's my cancerversary. Looking back on the year I sometimes can't believe how much I've done and been through; diagnosis, surgery, chemotherapy and radiation.

I thought I might have a lot to say today, but what I really want to say is "thank you." Thank you to each and every one of you for being here for me. Thank you for all of your love, kind words, cards, e-mails, flowers, gifts, wigs, hats, soup and visits this past year. I have received so much love and support from everyone and it has meant so much to me. Thank you!

I especially want to say "thank you" to my mom. She has been here with me through each and every step of this journey. It was mom who insisted she go with me to my follow-up mammogram; the one I thought was just going to be extra photos. I had no idea I was really going to need her there that day. Mom went to every appointment with me, held my hand through all my biopsies, waited for me to get out of surgery and sat through every chemotherapy with me. Thank you mom, I love you.

I also want to say "thank you" to Henry. This year has been difficult for him, seeing his mom go through this every day, but he did much better than I expected he would. He didn't especially like that I lost my hair, but he learned to understand it and would rub my head for luck before going to bed. He was so helpful when I wasn't feeling good, he would tuck me in on the sofa making sure I was warm enough, it really was the sweetest thing. I love you Henry.

This past year has taught me so much and I'm glad to have had it. I wouldn't say it was a good year, but it was my year and one I will never forget.

I hope all is well with each and every one of you.

Much love and Peace,
~K

All healed up

It took about a week, maybe a little more, but all of the redness from my radiation is completely gone. My skin is still quite dry, but even that is getting better. I'm feeling more and more like my old self every day too. It's nice not to feel so tired all the time.

We've had a busy couple of weeks since our summer started. I went to Las Vegas with my girlfriends for Laura's 40th birthday. I had a great time. While I was gone Henry went to skateboard camp. He said it was really fun.

We didn't do quite as much last week. We went to Shari's for a night, went swimming and for a bike ride. And Friday was the 4th of July...we watched the parade and fireworks.

I think I mentioned a post or two ago that Henry and I were going to have Lynette take some more photos of us. We just got them and I really like them. I thought I'd share a couple.



I hope all is well with everyone.

Much Love, K